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Farewell
11.29.05 (4:58 am)   [edit]

BYe to all my friends on here, I'll miss you guys. I loved it here on tblog, I had lots of fun while I was here for the two years,, had lot's of laughs.


HOPE YOU ALL ENJOY MY POETRY, I TRIED TO POST AS MANY AS I COULD THIS MORNING. IN TOTAL I HAVE ABOUT 32..IT WAS  FOR MY POETRY BOOK.


"La Vita e' Bella!"

 
CAN'T GRASP YOUR NAME...
11.29.05 (4:42 am)   [edit]
empty portal
you're not awake
human ghost
can't grasp your name...
silent thoughts explain

words of wisdom.

I lose my trust,
I spill my pain,
I saw your ghost,
I saw the stain...
easy happy,
I took note
easy kissing,
I used to float

stabbing grace
losing love,
grasping bliss,
I want to fix...
I wanted this.

© Dynamic Drive (www.dynamicdrive.com)
 
SYMBOLIC GESTURES
11.29.05 (4:41 am)   [edit]

symbolic,
friendliness,
symbolic caress

I wasn't anything,
to his objectivity,
I demolished,
leftover happiness

I can guess,
this isn't math,
I can love,
I can hate;
symbolic gestures-
so absent,
to his taste

© Dynamic Drive (www.dynamicdrive.com)
 
A SOFT KNOCK
11.29.05 (4:38 am)   [edit]
I feel my troubles,
I console..
lost treasure,
buried away,
image I see,
and pursue-
map in (my) hand

happiness,
a quaint desire,
I have my tear..
I'm alone,
but I don't fear

reserved,
and polite..
how the rain falls,
hitting the ground,
like a soft knock,
what a lovely sound

© Dynamic Drive (www.dynamicdrive.com)

 
A TORMENTED MOMENT
11.29.05 (4:36 am)   [edit]
heats,
sonnets,
blinds of violence

night,
a tormented moment,
took it's steps,
to take me away,
it crept,
and spied
almost led me to die

I heard a roar,
a thunderstorm,
so wild,
and wicked,
it pushed me down

in due time,
I had enough,
scary closet,
with ghostly growls,
scary closet,
pushing me down

© Dynamic Drive (www.dynamicdrive.com)

 
I STAND ALONE
11.29.05 (4:33 am)   [edit]

i'm tempted,
alone...
not fed,
i'm dead,
i lose myself in my dream,
i take unexpected risks,
thinking i'll be safe,
i put it to the test,
putting out of my mind,
those nightmares,
trying to warn me-
it was a sign;
goes to show,
I made my bed,
decision of my own,
now carved in stone,
decisions of sadness,
I reluctantly chose,
now..
I stand alone

© Dynamic Drive (www.dynamicdrive.com)
 
COMMITTED TREASON
11.29.05 (4:31 am)   [edit]
I hold you close,
I hold you near...
though I'll keep you far,
far from real

must not look,
erase the real,
erase the love,
what I feel

with my tear-
must not breathe,
not again,
not this dream,
hold this- oxygen,
halt excuses,
halt illusions,
stop the reason...
Committed treason.

© Dynamic Drive (www.dynamicdrive.com)
 
BLANK CANVAS
11.23.05 (9:32 am)   [edit]
beautiful blank,
calm and still
nothing wrong,
nothing right

radiant...

reality right,
where did you get your name?
pure,
white

pure,
sight
tropical paradise

© Dynamic Drive (www.dynamicdrive.com)
 
"La Vita è bella"
11.21.05 (8:35 pm)   [edit]

LIfe Is Beautiful. I got the dvd!!! I am so happy right now. I went to two different stores looking for this movie. Finally found it at Best Buy (a very, very, wonderful store by the way).


I had only $12.09 on my visa, $2.48 in cash, which doesn't make the total cost of the movie which was 14.99+tax.


But! Guess what happened!!!


The manager came out to help the checker with my half money, half credit transaction, I told him I was short like 47 cents. AND HE TYPES IN $9.99 FOR THE MOVIE. HA!!! I WAS SO HAPPY, I COULD'VE KISSED THE GUY...I JUST GAVE HIM A PAT ON THE SHOULDER THOUGH, AND SAID THANK YOU ABOUT FIVE TIMES. hahaha


BEST BUY ROCKS!!!!  :)


I MUST WATCH MY MOVIE "La Vita è bella" NOW.


 


P.S. BUY THIS MOVIE, IF YOU DON'T THEN YOU ARE MISSING OUT ON LIFE, SERIOUSLY.

 
Pictures of my Auto Accident
11.19.05 (7:57 pm)   [edit]

This is what happened to my boyfriend's truck after we got hit by that big rig, it got totalled. Now you can see how we are both very lucky to be alive, especially my boyfriend...I thank God.



 








 
Coldplay rocks!
11.18.05 (9:32 am)   [edit]


Coldplay- Fix You


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The Online Contest.
11.15.05 (8:08 am)   [edit]

I won the 7 day online contest thanks to all my friends..and strangers. LOL :)


Here's the link to my poem, I am the featured poet for the week. Yay! The battle is tommorow (I'm a bit nervous , never done spoken word before, shhh, don't tell anyone)



http://www.poeticworks.com/" title="http://www.poeticworks.com/" target="_blank"http://www.poeticworks.com/

 
Battle of The Poets 2005.
11.12.05 (3:26 pm)   [edit]

Please give me a vote for the Battle of The Poets 2005, the link is there below. You can read my poem before voting...but it is the same one as I posted two blogs below, it's called Lost With You Internal. I will be reading my poem aloud at the Holiday Inn on November 16.


Thanks ahead of time, appreciate every vote.


 


http://www.poeticworks.com/poeminfo.asp?inttitle=Lost" title="http://www.poeticworks.com/poeminfo.asp?inttitle=Lost" target="_blank"http://www.poeticworks.com/po...%20With%20You%20Internal

 
My Life Score
11.12.05 (10:53 am)   [edit]
This Is My Life, Rated
Life:
5.8
Mind:
5.8
Body:
6.1
Spirit:
8.3
Friends/Family:
4.1
Love:
2.1
Finance:
4.8
Take the Rate My Life Quiz
 
LOST WITH YOU INTERNAL
11.07.05 (1:06 pm)   [edit]
stroll,
what a day for it..
a storm over the horizon,
I see it expend,
and expand,
and expell,
all my insides,
and guts

with a splash of rain,
it washes away,
all the blood and the shocking stains;
still imprints,
still picture frames,
still memories,
will they fade?

running fast, I let go...
grasping straws,
grasping nothing,
...but humiliation,
I created

In my trance,
and shock,
dissapointment of logic,
and impression,
absent minded,
in the distance,
echoes,
I remember what you said,
in the remnants,
of a struggle,
I was lost with you..
internal

 
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Michael Stipe, singer, photographer, film producer...beautiful man, beautiful person, first of a kind..one of a kind.